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offbalance) wrote2002-01-16 11:58 am
offbalance) wrote2002-01-16 11:58 am
the end
I was right to be anxious. I should have known. Ended it over email. He called himself a coward before I did. Can't love? WTF kind of bullshit is that? He couldn't tell me to my face?
I can only cry so much...and I'm vacillating between tears and anger and just feeling numb.
"Willow: "Yeah, I think he is. I mean, I tried to hope for the best, but... I'm sorry. It must be horrible."
Buffy: "I think horrible is still coming. Right now, it's worse. Right now, I'm just trying to keep from dying."
Willow: "Oh Buffy."
Buffy: "I can't breathe, Will. I feel like I can't breathe."
I can only cry so much...and I'm vacillating between tears and anger and just feeling numb.
"Willow: "Yeah, I think he is. I mean, I tried to hope for the best, but... I'm sorry. It must be horrible."
Buffy: "I think horrible is still coming. Right now, it's worse. Right now, I'm just trying to keep from dying."
Willow: "Oh Buffy."
Buffy: "I can't breathe, Will. I feel like I can't breathe."