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offbalance) wrote2002-05-04 09:47 am
offbalance) wrote2002-05-04 09:47 am
agh
Had the worst dream last night...after working my butt off for my finals, my grades were as follows: C-, C-, D. None of my professors were the same (one was Maestro Franco, who I had in 8th grade!!) and I was sitting in my grandparents' old apartment when I got them.
Standard panic dream, I guess. Because I woke up with a standard level 9 panic attack this morning.
I let myself relax and have a couple of margaritas last night. And am now angry that I let myself do that. I need to calm the hell down and just work, but I don't know what to work on first: the creative stuff that ebbs and flows, or the non-creative stuff that I should probably bang out ASAP. aaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! *bangs head on desk*
horoscope:
For now, at least, ambitions exceed abilities. Do one thing, and
do it well. You're already recognized as a creature of wisdom, and
today's actions should prove it beyond all doubt.
I wish!
Standard panic dream, I guess. Because I woke up with a standard level 9 panic attack this morning.
I let myself relax and have a couple of margaritas last night. And am now angry that I let myself do that. I need to calm the hell down and just work, but I don't know what to work on first: the creative stuff that ebbs and flows, or the non-creative stuff that I should probably bang out ASAP. aaaaaaaaaaaahhhh! *bangs head on desk*
horoscope:
For now, at least, ambitions exceed abilities. Do one thing, and
do it well. You're already recognized as a creature of wisdom, and
today's actions should prove it beyond all doubt.
I wish!