Generally, I try not to leave my apartment until I can look in the mirror and honestly say, "I look damn good today." It's not easy, especially on days when I'm not feeling well; but I find that as long as I have a little makeup on and am wearing clothes that fit right, and especially if I'm wearing my black boots, I can do it.

When I was in my teens, I wanted a nose job, too. Thing is, as I later realized, it's the right nose for my face. ;) It adds a little character. Character is good. I am not claiming to have the worst schnoz in the world, but then again, I've never thought there was anything wrong with yours. You are certainly not among the few people I've met whose noses were so awful that I thought I'd definitely get a nose job if I were them.

I have no idea if this helps at all, but I really feel for you and wanted to respond to this post.

*big hugs*