Well, they say knowing is half the battle. And for what it's worth, you're not the only person I know who gets the twelves.
Personally, I spend hours and hours post-event, replaying everything I said, every joke told, every anecdote shared, every remark made -- convinced I made a complete ass of myself and that I have shit in the tuba1. And then it all turns out okay. But do I learn? No.
1Man gets drunk at a party being held in a mansion, tries to find the bathroom, takes a dump in the beautiful golden toilet. Next day finds out he was in the music room and shit in the tuba.
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Personally, I spend hours and hours post-event, replaying everything I said, every joke told, every anecdote shared, every remark made -- convinced I made a complete ass of myself and that I have shit in the tuba1. And then it all turns out okay. But do I learn? No.
1Man gets drunk at a party being held in a mansion, tries to find the bathroom, takes a dump in the beautiful golden toilet. Next day finds out he was in the music room and shit in the tuba.