the end

I was right to be anxious. I should have known. Ended it over email. He called himself a coward before I did. Can't love? WTF kind of bullshit is that? He couldn't tell me to my face?

I can only cry so much...and I'm vacillating between tears and anger and just feeling numb.

"Willow: "Yeah, I think he is. I mean, I tried to hope for the best, but... I'm sorry. It must be horrible."
Buffy: "I think horrible is still coming. Right now, it's worse. Right now, I'm just trying to keep from dying."
Willow: "Oh Buffy."
Buffy: "I can't breathe, Will. I feel like I can't breathe."

the end

I was right to be anxious. I should have known. Ended it over email. He called himself a coward before I did. Can't love? WTF kind of bullshit is that? He couldn't tell me to my face?

I can only cry so much...and I'm vacillating between tears and anger and just feeling numb.

"Willow: "Yeah, I think he is. I mean, I tried to hope for the best, but... I'm sorry. It must be horrible."
Buffy: "I think horrible is still coming. Right now, it's worse. Right now, I'm just trying to keep from dying."
Willow: "Oh Buffy."
Buffy: "I can't breathe, Will. I feel like I can't breathe."

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this was amusing when I got it, but when Anna got it, I laughed muchly. She's Rizzo..so maybe I can be Stephanie?

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this was amusing when I got it, but when Anna got it, I laughed muchly. She's Rizzo..so maybe I can be Stephanie?

But getting drunk is an appealing notion. Perhaps friday. I dunno. I've been too dehydrated to even think about it. I've just been working on not feeling anything.

also:


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