Something is ending, and something begins...

So Friday is my last day here at current position. The time really flew, mainly because I liked what I did so very much. So I'm kinda sad about leaving. But c'est la vie, right?

(however, I have been told that there might be a place for me when they change offices. Not getting hopes up, but it's something.)

Nothing left to do but keep plugging. And try and calculate my Desert Island 7.

Something is ending, and something begins...

So Friday is my last day here at current position. The time really flew, mainly because I liked what I did so very much. So I'm kinda sad about leaving. But c'est la vie, right?

(however, I have been told that there might be a place for me when they change offices. Not getting hopes up, but it's something.)

Nothing left to do but keep plugging. And try and calculate my Desert Island 7.

altered states

Apparently, Claritin D is no longer an option for me.

All day long, I've had heart palpitations, nausea and a racing pulse, the room's been spinning around, concentration has been next to impossible, I'm anxious and dizzy and just plain out of it. All the lights are brighter than they should be and my computer screen has gotten wavy on occassion. top it off with the fact that I am thirsty as hell, despite drinking water like crazy all day. argh.

and yet I know that people actually do this on purpose. take a pill and wind up in some kind of altered state for hours on end.

I'd shake my head in disgust, but it would make me dizzier.

altered states

Apparently, Claritin D is no longer an option for me.

All day long, I've had heart palpitations, nausea and a racing pulse, the room's been spinning around, concentration has been next to impossible, I'm anxious and dizzy and just plain out of it. All the lights are brighter than they should be and my computer screen has gotten wavy on occassion. top it off with the fact that I am thirsty as hell, despite drinking water like crazy all day. argh.

and yet I know that people actually do this on purpose. take a pill and wind up in some kind of altered state for hours on end.

I'd shake my head in disgust, but it would make me dizzier.