Bye Bye, Vacation

[offbalance]

There is no anxiety like the anxiety you feel the night before you have to go back to work/school after a vacation. Despite a lovely day with the family reppep and an awesome time celebrating a birthday with friends last night, I'm a bit of a nervous wreck right now. I mean, I was busting my butt to make sure things were reasonably in order and up-to-date before I left, but I always fear that The Great Something will sweep down out of the sky and cause havoc.

Let me put it this way. I'm sitting here, somewhat disappointed that i don't have quasisonic's stomachpocalypse that she was down with half of last week. And then I think that if I stay home more, whatever the Great Something is will get worse, and worse for me, so I then start worrying that I do have it. Gah.

I think I need a shower and bed. Yes. This is a good idea.

But I just have to remember the important stuff:

1. I do not suck. (seriously, this is something I have to remind myself of, nearly daily).

2. I have the most awesome, awesome friends ever ever ever, which makes me lucky.

3. I have j_bkl, which is the Earl-grey flavored icing on the cake.

4. Worrying feels like it's accomplishing something, but it's not, and I need to remember self care and sleep and to not drive myself crazy and thereby undo all the good stuff this vacation did for me.

I'm going to leave you all with a word to the wise: If you're planning to see Benedict Cumberbatch in Danny Boyle's Frankenstein adaptation, do not watch Galaxy Quest beforehand. Or even think about the movie too much. Trust me, you can thank me later.

Comments

[firynze.livejournal.com]

You definitely do not suck, dear. In fact, you're the opposite of suckage.

*snug*

...can I get #4 tattooed on me in mirror-writing or something?